someone out there is meant to be the love of your life, your best friend, your soulmate,the one you can tell your dreams to.he'll smile at you when you tell him, but he'll  n e v e r  laugh at your heart.he'll brush the hair out of your eyes and send you flowers when you least expect it.he'll call you to tell you goodnight before you get into bed or just because he is thinking about you.he'll be bursting to talk to you each morning just to hear the sound of your voice.he'll look into your eyes and tell you that you are the most beautiful girl he has ever seen and for the first time in your life.. you'll  b e l i e v e  it.

i did believe it ..

humm what can i say .. this month really sucks. school .. i HATE school. freinds .. i HEART them. i miss those days where it was just you and me. yea .. anyways .. im really excited for THANKSGIVING =]  yay!! all the yummy food . yeaah thats what im looking forward to.

what i miss most ..

his face. his smell. his retarded but cute laugh. his calls.our songs. his hugs.his kisses. his presences. knowing and waking up thats hes mine and i have to call him in the morning before i go to school. i miss those late nite talks that were endless. i miss those days where we did nothing .. but just him being there we still had a good time. lol i miss the stupid jokes we'd say. the summer nites ill never forget. under the stars with fireworks. taking me to school. lol the park with a cute towel. hah. the inside jokes that only we know. remembering all the retared names we have for each other. those gay moments that made us crazy >;0 but in the end it was =]. getting neverous before he arrives to my house. i miss all the small things =/ i miss everything. i wish i can go back to those days.

What a weekend =]

I love weekends. Mmm .. Friday was the best =] hung out with my best friend lance .. Lol life of the party!! AND Melissa <33 Wooo woo. Lol. GOOD times good times guys.  Made our little hand shake. How COOL is that ohhh yess baby 8) later < jaron 3 came by and scooped jonnie and I up to watch a movie. We watch corpse bride. Ugly movie. Didn’t like it but it was okay. Good times after. I have a fetish of taking a GRIP load of straws. It’s a thing with me. Iono why. Its just sooo addicting =]

Saturday .. was the longest day ever >;( omg. Woke up early .. looked ugly and was off to rancho Cucamonga. Aww I miss seeing my cousins. Aww I feel so young and happy when im with them. Hah  jk. I like the area we were at .. maybe just maybe ill live there someday. Fatty status all the time. When your around family and food .. just cant resist. Lol. After  that went shopping!! Ohh yes my fav. Got some good stuff =] veryy cool.

Iono Sunday wasn’t that great. Just went to church and had to go back to nado for cheer. Blah wasn’t exciting. Watched a lot like love .. interesting movie and lilo and stitch 2!! Aww I love that movie .. its soo cute. It inspired me. Lol.

-- >> We should never take what we have for granted. Live it like it was our last. Enjoyed the moment to the fullest. I just hope this moment never ends.

I LOVE JARON GAMALINDA  the end.

hii =] mmkay well its been awhile or FOREVER. where do i begin. lol HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM !!!everything is GREAT better than i wanted it to be <33 ohh yess. without a doubt. there were moments of    but its okay its normal and its life. gosh. i hate bad days!! they just make your day. but i like when there is someone there to make it all better =] i have that. iono what im writging i just felt like writting.i feel sleepy and tired BUT also bubbly and aww ahhh with smiles  at the same time. haha weird description but thats the closests i can say. lol.i smell CHRISTMAS!!! omg!!! lol random but i do think so!! im really excited but yea im really really really excited for today. yay!! im going to see him today. ohh yess!!

i like this new feeling <33